patang...

" मैं हूँ एक पतंग 

         रखना प्यार से,

उर्र जाउंगी मैं 

         नीले गगन मैं,

जो तुम ने खीचा 

         डोर को जोर से,

चाह कर भी न 

         वापस आ पाऊँगी,

तुम्हारे इस ज़मीन पे

        दूर गगन से "

main hun nadaan

"मैं हूँ नादाँ 

        समझना ना आसान,

 फिर भी हूँ  मैं 

         सभी की प्यारी,

 हस्ती हासती 

         सभी का मन बहलाती,

 रूठे को मानती 

          बिचरे को मिलाती,

 चुप रहूँ तो सब चुप रहे 

          रूठ जाओं तो सब मनाये,

 ऐसी ही हूँ मैं जिसे 

         समझना है मुश्किल,

आसान नहीं हूँ मैं 

         मैं हूँ नादान "

WHAT IF....

devils reunion....
funny ...I was packed up in my own world thinking I do not need any friends after some sweet experiences... .and then suddenly one night I get a call from anshu thinking just an another general call....but no it was not as she told me about the reunion and the venue is in bangalore itself... I was like no na nahi n never ...ok I am not coming ...why? because it is almost 12 years or so even more ....who will remember me... and then what will i do there....
just after her call very casually i was talking to my enemy friend about the reunion and he started shouting that I am nuts and that I should go ..... I was like no I cannot because I know only anshu there and do not know if others remember me any more... then he said that don not go with the idea of meeting school friends but go by the thoughts of making new friends..... I should go he ordered and i was like no harm in trying to make new friends....
so I was ready in a way .... I booked a room in the guest house named regal touch in koramangala...amazing place and the best service...in fact the manager indradev mahto turned out to be from ranchi ...so we got a bonus..
one night anshu called again but this time on conference with pri as in priyanka modi.....god the excitement in her voice just did the wonder in me and then after the call I was like what the hell I am going...
I was not getting proper sleep as the days were coming near by I was getting the blood rush making it difficult to rest ... I just wanted to be there n finish it...there is a record for me that I do not carry much luggage but this time something went wrong as if my record itself was acting against me... I borrowed an air bag from danu-sur bh. and it was heavy ... I was so amazed that I was just sitting in front of the bag thinking what and why and how...but then time was running so so short that I was like hell with it ... I will carry if I have to but I am not going to waste my time being late on this...
I boarded bus around 5 pm reached bangalore satellite bus stand around 8 or so then went to majestic bus stand around 9 then I finally got the bus for the bus for the airport....waiting for anshu ...received her with flowers and then got a drop from his brother to our guest house...room was neat n clean n fresh with an extra  glass room which was just add on we all liked it as all our stuffs were thrown there...
I could not sleep as I was watching time ... I wanted to receive pri n akku as in akanksha sinha from majestic
but the great pri's cell was off...but then she did called and said not to come as they have already started for koramangala... I was waiting for them at the gate and here comes the auto full of mischief girls....the auto wala did not knew what dynamite he was dropping...
we met...we hugged...we shared...we complained....we danced...we pulled legs...we did all and let we chatted ...we chatted ...we chatted again n again we chatted....teaching every one to either call me khushi or gia.....meeting every one was great and the best was like they did remember me as baby khushboo sharma but pri handled it by  oh god it was like were not letting even a single minute wasted....3 days and nights was is and will not be compared to anything ...it is so damn precious moments ..
I met every one and each one was special in there own way but then I met the devils I my self never thought that I would get some gems of my life....the airport stay then the majestic stay is beyond the explainable expression...it just cannot be told ....the 3 of us only cannot put it in words ...it was the feeling which we 3 carry with in and will cherish it through out our life...this brings a smile in our heart ...
when I came back from the reunion I was just thinking WHAT IF I had ignored my friends advice [ I owe you ] and WHAT IF I had not talked to pri and then WHAT IF I had not gone...nothing would have happened much apart from having a wonderful time plus having some crazy ticking n sugar friends....the trip may be short and sweet but I have gained a lot .....from now onwards there is no more place for WHAT IF.....
x

my soulfully harami friends....

here is my entry in the world of freedom speech.....and i just cannot enter it without mentioning my soulfully harami friends...if you think why? then I would say it is because of them I am finally able to do things which I have always wanted to....their haramipan is so of positively charged with confidence for me that its making to do it ....even its not for me I like it....
so even thou we are so well connected and it is like a pack of devils but  still they all are my soulfully harami friends cause they are.....